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I'm sorry if I didn't contact you sooner but I wanted to let you know I'm alright.

[ Kind of. ]

I know I ran off suddenly. I also want to apologize if I've stung you though it might have been more than a simple sting. Was it too much?

Lady Hime! Glad to hear from you. I was going to text you but I didn't know if it would be prying into your business.

...I could lie and say it didn't hurt to be cool, but let's leave it at "I've had worse pains." But are you okay? May I ask what's the matter?

If you mean physically, then I'm fine. I'm not hurt.

As for what happened, it was in the news this morning. That boy who was killed, Rei Ryugazaki. He was very important to me. We had barely been together a month.

[Well, that explains it.] Your boyfriend was... I give you my most sincere condolences. I have been there, losing important people. I understand why this pain.

If you require my help, please ask. Listening, hugging, acquiring ice cream, anything at all.

Thank you. Both your condolence and patience is welcome. Rest assured I won't allow this to consume me. It would be dishonoring his memory if I allowed this to become my downfall.

But I just wanted to let you know I'm not coming home tonight. The Baron's allowed me to stay over. I just needed some time to keep Rei's memories to myself.

Sure, go ahead. I know how it is. The Odincat and I will be here when you're... well, ready is not the right word. When your heart is in less turmoil, perhaps?

It'll just be for one night. But thank you, nontheless.

Rei wouldn't have wanted me to keep mourning needlessly, I'm sure. Truth be told, my heart will be in turmoil for quite some time. However, I want to keep on living for him.

I'll be alright.

You are an outstanding girl. It always amazes me how physical and emotionally strong the ladies in my life can be. Moping and weeping every now and then after these losses is not so bad, but there's power in that sort of determination.

[A selfish part of him wishes that someone will mourn him when he inevitably dies, once he's back in his world. But no one might get to know about his fated death. In any case, Loki concludes he's perhaps a worse person than this Rei.]

Thank you for saying so. As much good as mourning for him will do, it's not going to bring him back.

[ Nothing will... she knows this. ]

By the way, is there anything in particular I should get while I'm out here? Dropping by the convenience store or the grocery on my way back should be no problem.

Now that I mentioned it, a restock on ice cream would be delightful. Your choice of flavors and format.

[He's now craving so he's going to eat some of the one in the freezer.]

Noted. Would you prefer wasabi or horse meat?

[ See? She's feeling better already if she can start teasing about ice cream flavors. ]

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